Monday July 27th, 2026

 Today I worked in Traffic Control from 0730am until about 2pm but I got paid until about 3pm. Good day today. It was pretty easy as we were able to keep the traffic free flowing which was super nice and I am sure the cars were happy about that. I did have Back Pain but that is to be expected. I also went to the gym today. All to write. Have a great day all. 

Sunday July 26, 2026

 Good afternoon all. I  felt like I was trying to avoid my Boxing Coach today at the gym even though we were both doing the same class. He said good job and asked me if everything was okay. He also said to send a text message later. Like I was actually going to tell him I still feel miserable after Friday's Lesson. He probably wants me to sit with how I am feeling anyways. 

Saturday July 25, 2026

 Good Afternoon All. I am just busy untangling yarn and now I am taking a break from untangling yarn to untangle boxing wraps and wrap them all up nicely. while I am untangling boxing wraps I am just reflecting about yesterday and it is all just getting to me. I know I fucked up and I still feel super bad about that. I am sure my boxing coach hates me and is super pissed off at me. I just seriously have to change my behavior and I know it's going to be so hard to do.

Friday July 24th, 2026

 

It's been a super tough day today. See my journal entry down below. I only write these journaling entries after super tough days at the boxing gym and realizing how I have messed up at the boxing gym. 

Reflection Journal

Friday July 24, 2026

I really fucked up today and I feel super miserable about it as I reflect about my actions today. Also I have to admit I find it interesting how I only write these reflection journals after seriously fucking up and screwing up. And I guess deep down I know my actions affect others. I came to Boxing late. I was 5 minutes late and my Boxing Coach was livid at me for that. He is probably also livid at me when I come to other training sessions late with other coaches. I really have to stop arriving late to classes and personal training sessions at the gym. And I have to stop coming late to Boxing classes. I am lucky I am still allowed to train when I arrive late to Boxing. Deep down I know that every time I am late my Boxing Coach should really be taking training sessions away from me as punishment. It shows that I am being disrespectful and not respecting his time. I also had very poor behaviour and a very poor attitude today. He wouldn’t let me use boxing gloves at all and wouldn’t even wrap my hands. He made me use the speed bag without wrapping up my hands. He made me do foot work, two foot work ladder drills which made me have less time as punishment probably. He also made me do noodle drills. Finally he  made me punch hand pads without wrapping up my hands either. I feel like he was punishing me the entire session for being late and for my poor behavior and negative attitude. Afterwards I went to counseling. Even though it is my own choice to be seeing a counselor I feel that counseling is a punishment that is being enforced upon me by my Boxing Coach. I saw a new counselor and it felt like the hour went by too fast. I felt super emotional and drained afterwards. It was a lot to just let everything out that was on my mind. I did have a really good sleep though. I might add more later.

 

Friday July 24, 2026 Modeling Crocheted Scarves For Sale

 I wanted to share photos of me modeling these crocheted scarves which are for sale. I had a lot of fun taking photos of myself modeling these gorgeous crocheted scarves outdoors. 

I am selling each Crocheted Scarf For $25.00 in Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. I take Cash Only and will meet up at a local coffee shop like Starbucks or Tim Hortons. 

Modeling a beautiful Pink Crocheted Scarf for Sale. 

Modeling a beautiful Pink Crocheted Scarf for Sale. 

Modeling a beautiful Grey Crocheted Scarf For Sale

Modeling A Beautiful Grey Crocheted Scarf For Sale 

Modeling A Beautiful Colorful Crocheted Scarf For Sale 

Modeling A Beautiful Colorful Crocheted Scarf For Sale 

Modeling A Beautiful Colorful Crocheted Scarf For Sale 

Modeling A Beautiful Colorful Crocheted Scarf For Sale 

Friday July 24, 2026 Modeling Knitted Sets: Toques And Scarves

 I wanted to share photos of me modeling these knitted sets for sale. I had a lot of fun taking these photos outdoors. I am selling each Knitted Toque for $25.00 Canadian in Victoria, British Columbia, Canada. 

Modeling a beautiful Green and Red Knitted Toque For Sale. 

Modeling a beautiful Green and Red Knitted Toque and a Green And Red Knitted Scarf For Sale. I am selling the Green And Red Knitted Toque And Green And Red Knitted Scarf for $40.00 Canadian in Victoria, British Columbia, Canada.  

Modeling a Beautiful Green And Orange Knitted Toque For Sale. 

Modeling a beautiful Green and Orange Knitted Toque and a Green And Orange Knitted Scarf For Sale. I am selling the Green And Orange Knitted Toque And Green And Orange Knitted Scarf for $40.00 Canadian in Victoria, British Columbia, Canada.  

Friday July 24, 2026 Modeling Knitted Toques

 I wanted to share photos of me modeling these knitted toques. 

Wednesday July 22nd, 2026 Knitted Toques

 I wanted to share photos of knitted toques for sale.